banned.

i forgot to blog bout this thing that made me sad for an entire week ! it happened during the previous special semester.we were supposed to practice for TNB Sports Carnival's opening ceremony about two weeks before the actual performance which was scheduled sometime around mid may.but somehow as mid may drew closer,only one or two training sessions were held.then there were no more.we all texted kak sha only to get zero replies.the dance team was left with question marks.in my mind,it meant only one thing : the show was canceled.so i was like..okay never mind, its just one show.

one friday before the show,we were all called to kak sha's room.as predicted,the upcoming show was canceled.and then she explained what i thought was the most heart-wrenching news EVER.the whole world knows that my college has previously won some kind of industrial award.so,they are trying to win yet another award so that they can put it up on a shelf and leave it to collect dust there : the Syariah award.yes people.they are slowly turning my college into something like UIA.fancy huh?

they are applying changes step by step.the first department that gets the honor of doing so is of course USK (unit sukan dan kebudayaan.if i go out for shows,i represent this department).the gym in my college fyi is now seperated into male and female sessions.they will also be building a roof for the current open air swimming pool so that arab dudes residing on the seventh to tenth floor of cendi can't peep at girls swimming.these things i approve.well done.

but somehow,the traditional dance team has also fallen to become one of this award..well..how should i say it in a more subtle way.."victim".i nearly cried when kak sha broke the news to us.i cried summore when they invited UITM Shah Alam to perform at the opening ceremony instead of us.i was so fuckin disappointed. T.T

1. muslim girls in the dance team are no longer allowed to dance at ANY shows either inside or outside the faculty.only muslim boys are allowed.

2. muslim girls however,can perform IF AND ONLY IF the audience consist of WOMEN ONLY.

3. non-muslim girls are most welcomed to fill up the vacancies in the dance team to represent the faculty.

the reason they gave us for doing this?haa.part ni kena cakap melayu.

1. dorang kata kalau orang2 TNB tengok perempuan menari,nnt dorang naik.naik apa paham2 la.penat aku tahan nak mencarut ni.the faculty is famous for giving students LAME excuses such as this.we are innocent students who have a passion for traditional dance.x pernah pulak kitorg wat tarian bogel ke.tarian lucah ke.pole dancing ke.ayam betul.the way they put it,its as if we're a bunch of prostitutes or kak sha's anak ayam.

2. apart from that,they said dancing might lead to maksiat.okay.this part,i get.but please.in my two years of dancing experience,not even ONCE kak sha let the boys and girls touch one another in ANY of our dance routines.she's even against it ! tarian melayu x pernah pulak aku tengok ada pegang2 ke peluk2.modern dancing,yes.but we dont do modern dancing ! they said they are looking to prevent maksiat from happening right?so why not ban the WHOLE team instead of letting the dudes dance with non-muslim girls?its the same thing as them dancing with muslim girls !

this is what happens when u have a bunch of THINKERS among the faculty members.bijak sangat.they do stuff blindly without taking into account what students think when students are supposed to be their topmost priority.the same thing goes for the price hike in the accommodation fees.rumah macam bangang.tak selamat.selalu kena rompak.tiap2 kali lalu kat guard post,mesti guard tengah membuta or bergayut kat phone.tp sewa mahal nak mampos.bitches.all they care about is money.they rake in millions every month in house rents alone and yet students don't have a decent place to study sampai kena merempat kat mcd malam2 buta.how can we study inside the university compound when they turn off the lights at COE at 3am (because a couple was caught making out there) and the air cond at the library at midnight?how is this fair?!yes.we have our own room to study.but how about those who find the need to group study?study kat bilik dengan hantu?dahla yuran mahal nak mampos.suwey betul.if i knew things would be this shitty,i might as well go study at an IPTA.at least the fee is cheaper there.

so now,since i am banned from dancing for my college,i've been dancing for JARI Studio instead.there aren't many shows.only two so far.one was an informal performance.the other was me teaching a few school kids inang and joget.ahh well.i've been trying to look at this whole banned thing from a whole new perspective.with less shows,i can concentrate on my junior and senior year.right?its not the end of the world.but i cant help feeling frustrated.

roger and out.1.30am already?!!wayyy past my bedtime! >.<

nitey people.