more Eid photos.

i sat for my control system test yesterday.i DID NOT nail it.i didn't have enough time for one thing.making tons of mistakes is another.come to think about it,i think i lost 10 marks already.i'll just have to wait and see what the results are.praying hard it wont suck as badly as i think it will.another test on its way this monday.this time its power system.definitely NOT one of my strong subjects.hope i'll do better this time.if not,i'm stuck waist-deep in dry sh*te.*weeps* .more raya photos below.nothing big.its far too late but i uploaded it anyway.

syazwina afifah.

syamil merajuk atas batu.

my family's very own Geng Bas sekolah !

four out of nine apples of my eye.

bangun.bangun.bangun.

peek a boo !

roger and out ! power system.*BIG sigh*.

Watch Over You by Alter Bridge

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

Who is gonna save you when I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you?
Who will give you strength when you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you when I've gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone

chipped.

my heart is chipped all over the place.isn't whole anymore.haha.i'm disappointed with people who give petty excuses to little things.these little things show effort.if you're interested,you'd be showing a little more effort. so if you don't show even the slightest effort at all,that means your not interested.i got so disappointed tonight that it came up to a point where i just exploded.i'm tired of being the initiator and a hoper.if things don't go both ways,i might as well just quit.buat penat je.

note : boys don't cry.

evrucbb.

muka concentrate dan happy dapat gadget baru.

P.S yay sama lagi !

=D

Eid : The Aftermath.

im back early safe and sound in bangi,unscathed from my raya celebration and three day trip to Taiping.still haven't unpacked yet.for the most part,i had fun except for a few hitches here and there.hitches include kena marah, having to load TONS of stuff into and out of the car (banyak kau tau ? nak tecirit aku walaupun tak banyak sangat yang aku angkat) and getting extremely exhausted after the trip.i didn't even know resorts exist in Taiping until recently.hahah.pictures during raya and the taiping trip are as follows.

yes.even 37 year olds love camwhoring.this is my bro in law.

lamb anyone ?

it took a few tricks for me to take this.mum hates being photographed.

behind there is the tree house we stayed in.

barbeque.

siblings.minus kakla. =(

syamil seronok dapat duit raya !

the girls + mummy.

the last two.

the girls + baba.

the boys + baba.

amir saifullah.

thank you mira for coming !

with mummy and kaklin.

more pictures will be uploaded later.i have not been blessed with high speed internet.roger and out.

Eid.

another Ramadhan has come and gone.tomorrow will be the last day of fasting.has been confirmed that eid falls on friday.like every other year,i'll be spending eid in Manjung.i envy friends who have villages to travel to and grandparents to wait for them to come home.i've got none of those things.no grandparents (grandparents on both sides have already passed away).no kampung (i do have this actually.Parit or Paris,Perak and Bachok,Kelantan.but there isn't any point of going back).Allah tu Maha Adil.i may not have grandparents or a kampung to go back to.but i've been gifted with a big family instead.my parents + 5 siblings + 3 in laws + 5 nieces + 4 nephews adds up to a total of 19 people.i wouldn't be having a quiet eid after all.

to all my friends, selamat hari raya & maaf zahir batin.have a good raya.please come back in one piece.roger and out !

Wina !

sleeping on a pile of blankets in this picture is none other than Wina.

the who now ?

oh.

my baby niece.

she wanted to eat her roti coklat.

but she was feeling so sleepy.

wanting to do both,

she came up with the perfect solution.

multi tasking !

=D

especially dedicated to kaknina and sergeant ker0r0 =)

24th hour.

been 24hours since i arrived home.feels so good to be here.i'm not tired from driving anymore.im tired from sleeping too much instead.hahaha.i think my sister is right.aku rasa ada jin tidur dalam bilik aku kat sini.i feel sleepy and get drowsy every time i step into my room.im even yawning now.best oh tidur.but i often come to my senses every time mummy tells me this "oi jangan banyak sangat tidur,dalam kubur nanti tidur puas-puas.." *blink..blink..blink*

"why be in relationship if you're treated like an option instead of a priority?"

i remember reading this somewhere (trending topic on twitter i think).its one of the many things that i cant help but agree with.priority here doesn't mean putting your partner first in everything u do.pape hal cari girlfriend or boyfriend.no ! its about treating the ones u love in the right way.i'm not looking to be treated like a princess in anyone's life (i would if i really was a princess).but no one would actually WANT to be treated like an option would they ? u can tell that ur someone's priority just by looking at the things they would do for u.willing to change and treating u right are one of the few things.

so if ur not willing to do any of those things for a person,don't waste ur time and just move on.don't give people hopes.don't play around with people's feelings.its just UNCOOL.

anyway,yesterday's break fast was the best one i've had so far.imagine break fasting with seven little kids and three adults.imagine how hectic and noisy it was.aku rasa meja makan tu tinggal nak roboh je.hahaha.when it was time to eat,the kids recited the doa word by word and so damn slowly and LOUDLY (texted my neighbour later that night and she told me she could hear it from her house.hahaha).in my head i was thinking,cepat la aku lapar ni ! baca doa lambat-lambat pulak ! =.=" then came the scramble of getting the first few popiahs made by mum (sedap mummy.thank u ! how i wish i inherited ur cooking talents !).halfway through break fast,three of the kids have already ended up under the table eating and playing God knows what.i had to eat with both my legs up my chair because they were poking my legs with toothpicks.they found it amusing.kesian aku.anak bonsgu memang selalu kena buli ke ? hahaha.altogether it was fun.

roger and out.still haven't bathed yet. =P

note : to you know who.keep in mind that i love you.

something sweeter than sugar : freedom !

when people say sugar is sweet,think again.freedom is actually sweeter ! the feel of the weigh of a tonne of bricks being removed from your shoulders.ahh no words can describe that.u cry out a sigh of relief and skip all the way home thinking yipeee malam ni nak makan banyak-banyak pastu tengok movie kat laptop pastu tidur.what a feeling.if there were freedom cookies,i would eat em no doubt.too bad willy wonka does not deal with freedom cookies.

my kind of freedom involves two short weeks of holiday (in my world,two weeks is equivalent to two minutes.exaggerate much?bahaha.).my much anticipated raya break (which supposedly is only for one week but has been extended illegally by the likes of me up to two weeks) is now clattered and polluted with piles and piles of assignments.i have two take home quizzes,one individual assignment and two subjects to study for because apparently as soon as my break ends,i have two tests to sit for.doesn't sound much like a raya holiday right ? to add insult to injury,the microprocessor assignment i've been assigned to work on involves complex whateverness (programming) that needs to be done on a certain whateverness (MPLab).i am left staggered and alone,trying to console myself by thinking xpe raya ni aku makan banyak2 sampai naik pat puloh kilo ! geram punya pasal !

imma rest tonight and the whole day tomorrow.will be driving two little kiddos and one seasick lady home for raya on sunday.

roger and out.rock and roll mitches !

note : i made new friends.these people rock.the one taking the photo included.

\m/

30 things.

this is kinda cool.its a lil mushy gushy.but ahh well.its worth the read.stole this from Yati Ain.thank you ! girls raise ur hands if u agree.guys please do nothing but read.

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.