ahhh.kan saya dah kata ? hidup ini macam roda.sekejap di atas.sekejap di bawah.the other day i was happy.not that i'm not happy now.i am happy.i am really genuinely happy.sad thing though,a few people around me aren't as happy as i am.biasa la manusia.everything you do seems wrong to them.you can't satisfy everyone can you ? =)) i just don't get people who make a living hurting and always thinking bad about other people especially those who love them.how shallow minded.i mean,there's so much more to life than hurting people and being paranoid,thinking "oh gosh he's holding a gigantic machete and is about to run it through my head" all the time right ? it wouldn't hurt to think good of other people once in a while ya know.it would do the world so much good.

sadly,a saying in Malay tells us that "rambut sama hitam,hati lain-lain".i fail to understand the hearts of this kind of people.orang yang berhati busuk dan sentiasa fikir buruk pasal orang lain memang tak boleh dibantu.ditambah pula dengan ego yang TERLALU tinggi.saya doakan orang-orang macam ni sedar silap mereka.you don't have to make a big deal out of every small thing.dalam hidup ni kalau asyik nak kecik hati dengan semua benda,baik mati je.or why not go live in a cave ? ditegur pun salah.bila orang bercakap,reti pulak nak melenting ? if you don't want to give people a reason to talk, then change.i have walked this earth for only 21 years and yet i have seen so many strange people with this kind of attitude.pelik.

hehe.roger and out.

im losing my patience.