not for everyone.

dalam hidup ni bukan semua orang suka kita.

i have to accept that fact with an open heart and mind.

and use the negative comments as a motivation to change into a better person.

no use moping around or even retaliating.

so i need stop being sad and be awesome instead !

as the saying goes,
what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

Captain America.

after waiting for so long i finally got to watch Captain America !

if you are a fan of the Marvel superheroes say,

Thor,Spiderman,Ironman,X-men etc.

then don't forget to watch this movie !

Marvel movies never disappoint me.

except Spiderman.

i guess i got issues with Tobey McGuire.

he's a bit too soft for me.

ooopss.

hehe.

anyhoo.

Captain America just rocks.

loved watching him throw his vibranium shield around like a boomerang.

uber cool.

it however has kind of a typical story line.

but still it does not disappoint.

but it was sad when Bucky died.

:(

b the dub,the picture above is Red Skull a.k.a Captain America's enemy.

you know how American story lines often portray every other nationality (except Americans) as the bad guys ?

the victim this time is Germans.

this dude here is a German Nazi (apparently).

his face so kesian.

i dunno whether to hate him or pity him.

jahat sangat sampai hidung pun tercabut.

T.T

shots two.

more pics from my Umrah trip.

Mummy walking the sidewalks of the Quba' Mosque 

 Quran Factory ; this is King Abdullah

 Jabal Nur ; Tsur cave in which Rasulullah and Saidina Abu Bakar hid when Rasulullah was about to be attacked by the Quraisy, is located here

 my Superdaddy

 Encik Unta ! :D and yes i'm scared of camels

 

the Muzium of the Two Mosques ; Zam Zam well taken from Masjidil Haram

 my Supermommy

 Zam Zam Tower ; kinda looks like Big Ben doesn't it ?

 the greatest view i have ever feasted my eyes to

 a Muslim country and yet Hilton managed to build a hotel right in the compounds of Masjidil Haram

Raffles Creamery ; the eleventh floor of Zam Zam tower, getting all cozy

 Nabawi Mosque ; see that bundle ? that's actually a woman sleeping.dia tidur tak hengat dunia.sepuluh orang kejut pun dia taknak bangun sampai la ada orang simbah air kt muka dia

male employers ONLY ; even at girly girl shops

Your Surrender by Neon Trees

my current favorite song.been repeating this song the whole day today.i think it's a very cute song. :)

I got close
To your skin
While you were sleeping
I taste the
Salt on
Your hands
I reached out
To touch you
The morning light disarms you
Won't you let me
In?

Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender?
Ohhhhhhh
How long till your surrender?
It's a long way
For heart break
Let your heart wait and bleed
Ohhhhhhh

How long till your surrender to me?
I've become your shadow
I'd love, but don't know
How to
I'm always lost for words
You look like a thousand suns
I wanna be the only one
Left when your day is done

I can't have you close
So I become a ghost
And I watch you

I watch you
Maybe if you stay
We could die this way
But I won't stop you
I won't stop you

dinners attended whilst interning.

again,i don't have a good camera.

so paham-paham je la. 

click the photos to enlarge.

you'll see their faces better.

it's only a bunch of pictures of dudes around plates of food.

nothing interesting anyway.

haha.

saja-saja upload.

rindu kawan-kawan MTU.

Encik Ikhlas and Encik Saiful Anuar's Farewell Dinner @ Bakau D'Muara Lumut

(L-R) Abg Asri,Abg Lan,Mr. Lim,Encik Kamarul

(L-R) Encik Mokhtar,Abg Bob

 (L-R) Abg Muz,Hazim,Saiful

 (L-R) Encik Ramli,Abg AG,Abg Is,Abg Muz

 (L-R) Saiful,Fendy,Abg Pian,Jamil

Me and Min ! :)

My Farewell Dinner (according to Abg Lan) :)) @ Shabu-shabu

 (L-R) Encik Ramli,Abg Bob,Abg Bob,Abg Asri

 (L-R) Abg Madi,Abg Lan,Saiful

 Me and Encik Kamarul

 (L-R) Abg Rashid,Encik Shariff,Abg Din,Encik Mokhtar,Encik Yamin,Encik Napi

 (L-R) Abg Pian,Bab,Jamil,Fendy,Abg Muz,Abg Is,Hazim,Abg AG

 Me,Bab and Encik Ramli

Abg Muz and me

clearer version.

the clearer version of the picture of the Control and Automation Department (minus me.sobb sobb)

it's always like that with life.

lain yang aku nak,lain yang aku dapat.

it's always like that with life.

sometimes the thing that i want is either out of reach or bad for me.

so Allah gives me other options instead.

these options i may not necessarily like or even consider as options,

but in the end these other options may be a start to something better.

yelah

kita suka benda tu tapi kita tak dapat.

instead,other things get shoved in our face.

kadang-kadang susah jugak nak terima.

either way

you gotta have faith.

it's like that with me now.

finding faith is hard.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II

after being cooped up inside the house for so long,i treated myself to an outing with my best friend who happens to be the first in my circle of friends that i met since coming back.

finally someone of my age to socialize with.

i'm the one loaded with the Captain America spirit but my friend was the one who ended up ordering the Super Soldier Sundae (above ; left).i ended up ordering something else.HAHA.

the sword of Gryffindor

long story short,

after stuffing our faces with ice cream we went to watch the movie above.

all this while i have been the biggest fan of the books but not the movies.

i watched Goblet of Fire and hated it.

mainly because i read the book, let my imagination wander to the farthest land

only to be disappointed

because the movie didn't live up to my expectations (in this case,the fragments of my imagination).

considering this one being the last installment to the Potter trilogy (and the fact that they changed directors),

it officially became a must watch for me.

i watched part 1 of the Deathly Hallows ; loved it.

part 2 ; loved it even more.

finally something that lived up to my expectations !

yeah they did add and subtract a few parts here and there that wasn't and was in the book,

but it made the story seem right.

the last war between the good guys and the bad guys ? 

super emotional.

i even had a hanky handy all through the movie.

loser sangat kan ? 

hehe.

SPOILER ALERT.

what made the story so sad was when Harry found out that Snape and Lily were best friends since they were little kids and Snape had been in love with Lily (Harry's mom) all this while.

Snape resented James (Harry's dad) because he felt like James had taken Lily away from him.

so dear comrades

thus ends the Potter trilogy.

no more books or movies to look forward to after this.

boo hoo.

roger and out.

p.s : menyesal aku marah dia kelmarin. T.T

an evening nursing my migraine.

bila saya migraine, si paw gemuk pun migraine.

Kiki.

 meet Kiki ; she is a persian with the fattest paw EVARRR

destroying my laptop ; her life's aim

meet Patrick the dog

Kiki's got issues with Patrick.see ?

migraines don't rock.

i just realized i haven't blogged much this month.

it's not that i don't want to.

it's just that i don't have much to say.

about everything.

oh well i guess i have nothing to complain about lately.

EXCEPT.

the fact that i've been stuck in KL for nearly a week now.

still haven't had the chance to go back to Manjung yet.

which is bummin the EFFIN HELL out of me.

i've been looking forward to meeting my girlfriends, hanging out and checkin out that new donuts place.

apparently i'm supposed to stay here and baby sit my nephew until he gets a new maid.

i can't afford to not get angry.

 i'll be in KL for a whole year come September so why the hell should i spend more time here ?

i miss home.

i wanna spend time at home.

i'm just plain angry.

and this migraine isn't helping things.

roger and out.

p.s : i've been missing out on a lot while being stuck here.including MTU's barbecue night and a whole lot of other things.this seriously SUCKS.

shots.

i don't have a good camera so the pictures aren't very clear.

a little insight on my Umrah trip.

Nabawi Mosque ; east entrance

Mum walking outside Nabawi Mosque ; those shades are opened at dawn and closed at dusk.

outside the women's entrance

Nabawi Mosque ;  a little after Subuh

Tamar tree ; the first time i've ever seen one

 Tamar of various kinds

 Uhud Hill ; where the Uhud War took place.

 outside Masjidil Haram ; Babussalam entrance.

 a little before Asar

 the view inside Masjidil Haram after Isyak 

 bird's eye view ; taken from the eleventh floor of Zam Zam Tower

 Saie ; Marwah to Safa

inside Hijr Ismail 

the Kaabah

 Safa Hill ; the reason they built a fence around the hill is because some radical Muslims would come and worship this hill.

 Mummy on Marwah Hill

 Baba in Tana'im

 one of the earliest Qurans compiled by Saidina Uthman bin Affan ; see if you can read it.

the spot where Prophet Muhammad's house used to be which is right beside the Masjidil Haram ; the house has been replaced with a library

Jabal Rahmah ; the place where Prophet Adam met Hawa after being separated for almost 200 years

would you just look at him ? so cute in his ihram.he's turkish by the way. :D

Zam Zam water containers

meet Aishah