reminder.

i need to be constantly reminded that :

everything i do to or say about someone will end up happening to me eventually.

so please please please please don't do or say anything stupid

Nor Aini Razali.

big X.

PANGKAH.

:)

"you know i'm such a fool for you.

you got me wrapped around your finger.

do you have to let it linger?"

:)

blackberry twitter.

monday.

11th april 2011.

topup rm10.

twitter for blackberry : supplementary error.

so terpaksa install balik.

turned on BIS Social which costs rm2.

Digi sent a notification saying BIS Social subscribed.

then

logged on to Blackberry App World.

searched for twitter.

clicked download.

stengah jam kemudian....

Digi sent another notification saying 

"you have spent more than rm3 for internet surfing.Spend the rest of the day surfing for free !"

or something like that.

i was like.what ?

so i checked my prepaid balance.

rm1.70

kadang-kadang blackberry ni pelik.

bila dah on BIS pun,

dia still akan tolak kredit dengan banyaknya.

tak payah nak bergayut dengan orang sangat lah.

kredit still akan habis.

rasa nak gigit blackberry ni.

=.="

things that annoy the hell outta me.

one.
facebook and twitter; bullshit.

i've got so many things to say about those two things.

regarding information overload especially.
people don't know how to be subtle anymore these days.
semua benda nak bagitau.
sampai tangan bekurap kena sebab allergic pun nak tangkap gambar
dan post kat facebook.

=.="
two.
u know when people state a fact.
and u get all nasty by pulling this super retarded face and answering "so?"
seriously learn some manners.
that's just plain rude.
i really hate it when people do that.
=.="
three.
imbecile drivers who have the guts to raise middle fingers whenever honked at
BUT
never the energy to use the signal.
signal bukan hiasan.
=.="
four.
married womanizers.
so tell me.
inside your body,the slot where the heart's supposed to be,
has it been replaced with a giant rock ?
tak kesian bini ke ?
dah kahwin tu sudah-sudahlah.
idiot.
=.="
five.
TRAFFIC JAMS.
this annoys me the MOST.
build bigger roads !
ride bicycles !
build floating cars already !
tension tau tak bila jam !?
boleh jadi gila kalau hari-hari macam ni !!
=.="

pesanan penaja.

if you love something,you would do your best to protect and take care of it.
if you don't love it anymore,you would throw it away.
simple math.

Fobia Cinta by Nashrin

working with a majority of typical Malay co-workers at MTU has finally taken its toll on me.while spray painting an LOP panel or hammering bolts into an L starter,they would listen to radio stations that i seldom listen to.and that is how i cam across this song.apparently it's a very famous song,aired four to five times a day.i got no idea who Nashrin is.but this song is definite ear candy but heartwrenching.i feel so love-o-phobic for some reason.hehe. :(

Pijakan kaki bagai tak terasa

Setiap kali lihat kau tersenyum mesra

Tapi hati masih tak berani lagi

Menghampiri

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala

Kerana hati aku berkata-kata

Jangan terkena untuk kali kedua

Kan sengsara

Bukan aku tak sudi bersama

Cuma diri tak sanggup terluka

Dulu terlalu percaya

Tak sangka aku mangsa

Fobia cinta

Kini kau datang tawarkan segala

Bulan dan bintang seluruh angkasa

Namun aku masih ragu-ragu jua

Tak terima

Entah bila

Akan dapat percaya semula

Oh manusia yang kata

Cintai mereka

Adakah aku fobia cinta

Denyutan jantung aku tergendala

husband.

girls often dream what kind of husband they wish to have.

some may have a clear picture in mind.

some may not.

i want a husband who can play the guitar and sing me Jack Johnson's Angel while tucking me to bed.

also Jack Johnson's Better Together.

is that too much to ask for ?

:)

p.s : saya nak dia yang mainkan guitar itu ! :(

crepes.

i'm a little lost lamb.

i dunno what to do.

i have two choices.

but both are painful options.

leaving leads to a broken heart.

staying would stretch me out super thin.

how i wish one option is better than the other.

things aren't the way it was 3 years ago.

Lalalalala Hari-Hari Kerja

now i know why people say student life will always be the best.

i'm stuck at work five days a week for three months.

it has been only two weeks since i started interning.

and it is already nauseating to me.

tu belum kira orang yang dah kerja 30 tahun.

nangis.

i'm done complaining.

back to work !

when is everybody coming back home ?

sooobb soobbb.

hmm.

i miss people.

mommy.daddy.
my sisters.
my brother.
my nieces.
my nephews.

ker0.

:(

Source Code.

a movie poster that has no connection whatsoever to the one i watched.

it's just that the birdie has GIGANTIC eyes.

haha.

Source Code was not bad.

i nearly went sleepy-bye though.

:))

if a guy loves a girl...

he wouldn't push her away.

he would forgive and forget her past.

he would make sure she knows that he loves her.

he should understand that she never has any intention to hurt him.

he wouldn't dwell on revenge.
he would treat her right.

he wouldn't hurt her.

The Remedy by Jason Mraz

I saw fireworks from the freeway 

And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away

'Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring 

Now something on the surface it stings

I said something on the surface 

Well it kind of makes me nervous 

Who says that you deserve this

And what kind of god would serve this? 

We will cure this dirty old disease

If you've got the poison I've got the remedy

The remedy is the experience. 

This is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that it's serious. 

This is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend 

The rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends 

When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

I heard two men talking on the radio 

In a cross fire kind of reality show

Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack 

They were counting down the ways to stab 

The brother in the be right back after this

The unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh 

Death breath is sure to outlast this catastrophe

Dance with me, because if you've got the poison, 

I've got the remedy 

The remedy is the experience. 

This is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that it's serious. 

This is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend 

The rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends 

When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

When I fall in love I take my time

There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind

You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why

Because

The remedy is the experience. 

This is a dangerous liaison

I say the comedy is that it's serious. 

This is a strange enough new play on words

I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend 

The rest of your nights with the light on

So shine the light on all of your friends 

When it all amounts to nothing in the end.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't worry my life away.

I won't and I won't and I won't 

saw this on a friend's facebook page.everytime you slip into a coma,try and think about this :

dalam perjalanan ALLAH amanahkan sebuah perjuangan

kita tak mampu buat apa-apa melainkan

terimalah dengan kekuatan

terimalah dengan kesabaran

terimalah dengan ketenanangan

terimalah dengan redha

SEBAB

kadang-kadang sakit yg mendatang

kadang-kadang teman tak sehaluan

kadang-kadang kecemerlangan tak dicapai

kadang-kadang org yg kita sayang meninggalkan kita

Far Away by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go 

p.s : video here.

kitty cat.

kucing ini untuk kegunaan solat sahaja. (?)

never thought i'd be wearing this.

this is what i wear to work.

yeah.

laugh at me.

i look funny.

:))

don't read this Rebecca Black fans !

her name sounds cool and goth like.

the fact that she's 13 kinda blew my mind.

only at first.

so i was like okay gotta hear this Friday song.
gotta check this chick out.

so i opened a new tab.

searched Rebecca Black on youtube.

clicked Rebecca Black - Friday (Official Video)

hit play.

aaaaand

i nearly threw up.

lagi teruk dari justin bieber.

no wonder it has nearly 2 million dislikes.

tak sedap langsung.

she's no eye candy.

the song is lame.
awful lyrics.
one part of the song even sounds like she just learned the days of the week.

low budget video clip.

voice sounds close to Fran from The Nanny.

sengau kalah tomok.
why would she wanna embarrass herself like this ?
and i think Robin Sparkles's Let's Go To The Mall is a million times better.
at least Robin's a laugh.
Rebecca is just plain annoyin.

T.T

p.s : Robin Sparkles is the 16 year old Canadian pop star version of Robin Scherbatsky from How I Met Your Mother.

Kitty Purry :D

kucing gumuk.comel kan ? this is Katy Perry's cat. :D

painful november

november is repeating itself.
how excruciating.

i don't want to face an agony like this ever again.

E.T review

even though she looks like a maniac,she's still my girlfriend.

Katy my lady.

you let me down this time.

the video for E.T is Gaga-ish in SO many ways.

it gave me the exact same creeps when i watched Born This Way's video.

why jeopardize a good song by making a Gaga like video to match ?

 E.T is one of my favorite tracks off Teenage Dream.

i was hoping for something bubbly,sexy,cute and fun like California Girls.

i'm disappointed.

it doesn't help that you remade E.T with one of my most hated rappers.

meremang bulu roma aku tengok video tu kau tau tak ?

hangin betul la.

buat rugi duit je buat video clip macam tu.

the makeup is scary.

the woman singing at the beginning is scary.

her outfit is scary.

the guy in the video is anemic and anorexic. 

and she has deer legs for heaven's sake !

the video is altogether SCARY.

how am i gonna sleep tonight ?

=.="

p.s : i must agree however with Katy Perry's choice of shades in E.T.i shall get one of those.see the shades here in the video.

questions.

it's so hard to give answers when mom constantly asks.

not just mom.

but everyone else around me.

how i wish things weren't so complicated.

and everyone involved are more mature.

no silly tantrums.

no resentment.

no anger.

hope everything will be better by the end of june.

Fall Back Down by Rancid

my secret ambition : style my hair into a pink mohawk

Don't worry about me, I'm gonna make it alright

Got my enemies crossed out in my sight

I take a bad situation gonna make it right

In the shadows of darkness I stand in the light

You see it's our style to keep it true

I've had a bad year, a lot to go through

I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue

She's not the one coming back for you

She's not the one coming back for you

It takes disaster to learn a lesson

You're gonna make it through the darkest night

Some people betray one and cause treason

We're gonna make everything alright

Well the worst of times, now, they don't phase me

Even if I look and act really crazy

I went way down, she betrayed me

Now my vision is no longer hazy

I'm very lucky to have my crew

They stood by me when she flew

I've been knocked out, beat down, black and blue

She's not the one coming back for you

She's not the one coming back for you

If I fall back down, you're gonna help me back up again

If I fall back down, you're gonna be my friend

Laskar Pelangi by Nidji

Mimpi adalah kunci

Untuk kita menaklukkan dunia

Berlarilah tanpa lelah

Sampai engkau meraihnya

Laskar pelangi

Takkan terikat waktu

Bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa

Warnai bintang di jiwa

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya...

Cinta kepada hidup

Memberikan senyuman abadi

Walau hidup kadang tak adil

Tapi cinta lengkapi kita

Laskar pelangi

Takkan terikat waktu

Jangan berhenti mewarnai

Jutaan mimpi di bumi

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersyukurlah pada yang kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersukurlah pada yang kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya...

Selamanya...

Laskar pelangi

Takkan terikat waktu...

swimming pool

somehow swimming pools give people an unusual sense of excitement.

even now as a young adult,

i feel like jumping up and down whenever i see a pool of blue chlorine water.

apa benda yang best sangat tah.

tapi syiok woo.

Sudah by Nidji

muka tak payah handsome pun takpe.

as long as they make good music !

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu
Memilikimu
Menyayangimu

Jangan paksakan kita untuk
Slalu bersama
Jangan paksakan kita untuk
Slalu mencinta

Salahkah aku
Mencintaimu
Memilikimu
Menyayangimu

Bila kita harus berpisah, sudah
Biarkan ini semua berakhir, sudah

Cinta memang tak harus milikki

high speed downlink packet access

a very nice story about friendship.

surprisingly my internet connection is running on HSDPA.

has Celcom constructed a communication tower behind my house ?

if yes, kudos !

internet laju.so boleh download.teehee.

tiba-tiba teringin nak dengar lagu Nidji.

they did an OST song for the above movie.

x pernah dengar lagi.

harap-harap sedap.

one more day to enjoy my freedom 

before i am bound to the responsibility of an internship.

yikes.

roger and out.

p.s : you love like no other.unfortunately,you hate like no other.