tummy feels full.

i just ate two whole baked potatoes with fish fillet.super full!Alhamdulillah for the food.see my tummy?as round as a bubble.hehe.i still have tons of work to do.mostly numec.EMD and thermo also adds up to the workload.so much to do.so little time.its only 11pm but im feeling drowsy already.im blogging for fun tonight.nothing much to say.im tired of denying things.deny this deny that deny again and again and again.but in the end no one cares anyway.cuz no one actually knows whats in my heart.they dont know the real truth.the real story of how it has been only two months plus since the you know what.it is almost impossible for me to find a replacement in that amount of time.im not that kind of girl.so i tell myself.nini.just shut up.its for ur own good.no use denying.it'll die down eventually.nini nini.u've been through alot these past few years.when will all this nonsense stop? =)