Wednesday, October 13, 2010

pesan mummy.

i miss mummy and baba everday.
but today i miss them more than usual.
maybe cuz i'm nervous bout my presentation tomorrow.
and also a few problems on the side.
teringat pesan mummy.
find friends who make you happy and not friends who constantly hurt u.
well mum.
up until now,i have mostly found the latter.
the first kind are hard to find nowadays.
there are only a few.
i know u would be disappointed if u knew that
the person u always speak highly of
is my main source of pain.
i may be the problem too,no doubt.
kadang-kadang rasa nak give up.
but then i'll remember mom's next advice.
jangan cepat mengalah dan mengeluh.
Allah tak suka orang yang macam tu.
well mum.
there's nothing i wanna do right now
except be at home
and watch sappy korean dramas with you.
and go have late night teh tariks with baba.
that way i wouldn't have to sigh or give up on anything.
kalau mummy and baba takde macam mana ?
i have only myself to depend on.
orang yang disangka boleh harap
tak boleh diharap langsung rupanya.
hahaha.
roger and out.

note: that's why i said,when u hurt me,u hurt my family as well especially mom.


2 comments:

affw4n said...

u got friend who always stand next to u. u got friend who pick u up when u "trgolek bersepah".

ill say. dont giv up.

Ilazarinia said...

thanks wan ! ur a star !