What Are Words by Chris Medina

a very sad song.the video is even sadder.makes me thankful for having a family who loves me by my side.

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

For The First Time by The Script

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've git a new job now in the umemploymentline
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a gods test
Someone hulp us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

She's in line at the door with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my flight
But we both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears

Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby


Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Breakeven by The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

.

"i didn't feel the fairy tale ending.am i a stupid girl for ever dreaming that i could ?" - Not Like The Movies,Katy Perry.

Whatever It Takes by Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face

It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

baba yang tersayang.

the day you laughed at the way my hair stood on ends,will be the day i'll remember forever.i love you dad.the news really broke my heart to pieces.i'll always pray for your health.

lending hand.

people wouldn't mind lending a hand of help if you treat people and ask for help nicely.you ask for help and then treat people like crap ? you'll get shit back,trust me.and also,stop using people for personal needs.its inhumane. :)

Rocketeer by Far East Movement

dear boyfriend.please make me a jet pack from scratch.i want a jet pack with my name on it. :)

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Let's fly
Up, up here we go
Up, up here we go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows

Where we go we don't need roads, roads
Where we stop nobody knows, knows
To the stars if you really want it
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it
Above the clouds in the atmosphere, phere
Just say the words and we outta here, outta here
Hold my hand if you feeling scared, scared
We flying up, up outta here

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer,

Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Up, up here we go, go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go,
Where we stop nobody knows, knows

Baby, we can stay fly like a G6
Shop the streets of Tokyo, get you fly kicks

Girl you always on my mind, got my head up in the sky
And I'm never looking down feeling priceless, yeah
Where we at, only few have known
Go on the next level, Super Mario
I hope this works out, Cardio
Til' then let's fly, Geronimo

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Nah, I never been in space before
But I never seen a face like yours
You make me feel like I could touch the planets
You want the moon, girl watch me grab it
See I ain't never seen the stars this close
You got me struck by the way you glow
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm like, oh, oh, oh, oh

Here we go, come with me
There's a world out there that we should see
Take my hand, close your eyes
With you right here, I'm a rocketeer

Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Up, up here we go, go
Let's fly
Up, up here we go, go
Where we stop nobody knows, knows, knows

Back To December by Taylor Swift

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

tak suka.

benci lain.tak suka lain.tak suka is the milder version of benci.saya tak suka jadi anak bongsu.anak bongsu selalu kalah.selalu kena mengalah.berebut ayam pun kalah.anak bongsu paling selalu kena marah.buat itu salah,buat ini salah.tolong tutup enjin kereta pun kena pangkah.anak bongsu selalu kena buli.anak bongsu selalu disuruh itu dan ini.anak bongsu lembik.anak bongsu lemah.yang paling sedih,anak bongsu hidup paling sekejap dengan mak ayah.saya tak suka jadi anak bongsu.anak bongsu manja ? tu semua tipu.

a list of.....

things that kill a relationship.applies to guys,girls,anyone or anything that is in a relationship.

things that kill a relationship number 1:

kuat meradang - semua benda nak meradang.dari benda yang besar sampai la sekecil zarah.terjatuh syiling pun nak meradang.kerja asyik nak meraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadang aje.tak reti cakap elok-elok ke ? letihhhhh.

things that kill a relationship number 2:

kuat merajuk - on girls,it can still be accepted.but on guys,it is a BIG no no.merajuk is supposed to be a girl's thing.not guys.but girls,don't abuse this lets just call it "advantage".sikit-sikit dah la.kalau semua benda pun nak merajuk payah jugak.laki pun sama.again i repeat on guys,merajuk is a BIG BIG BIG no no.huduh benar kalau laki merajuk lebih dari pompuan.aren't guys supposed to be leaders ?

things that kill a relationship number 3:

kuat jeles - i admit i'm one of those people with this problem so it's kind of a reminder to myself.the answer to this problem : instead of asking your partner to throw away his/her friends plainly because you're "jealous",try learning to trust them.it wouldn't be fair to your partner especially if your partner has been hanging out with his/her friends long before he/she met you.it makes it more weird if you ask your partner to throw his/her classmates away.awkward gila kot nak buat kerja and study sama-sama (unless you and your partner are calssmates).memang kera sumbang habis.if you're partner really really REALLY loves you,he/her wouldn't have chicks/hunks in his/her brain all day long like you probably presume.seriously,awek/pakwe korang banyak lg kerja lain dr duk menggatal dgn orang doploh pat jam. (kalau dia betul-betul sayang korang la)

things that kill a relationship number 4:

third person - NEVER EVER get involved with a person who is already attached or has recently broken up with his/her partner.kalau orang yang korang suka tu dah ada girlfriend/boyfriend,forget about making a move.JANGAN runtuhkan rumah tangga orang.jangan keji sangat la.and if the person you like has just broken up with someone,don't rush things with him/her.they may no longer seem attached but emotionally they may still be.rambut sama hitam,hati lain-lain bry.yang dah ada girlfriend/boyfriend tu pun,sila duduk diam-diam.yang duk ada tu pun dah kira bagus dah.sila belajar bersyukur.seriously,have a bit of a heart.benda ni sangat menyakitkan semua pihak.so don't ever think of pulling this trick.

things that kill a relationship number 5:

ego - ni pun masalah besar jugak.again,a reminder to myself.whenever you guys fight,tak payah ego sangat nak masam muka lama-lama.if donald trump gives you a gazillion dollars for who fights the longest and who punches whose face the hardest,then it would be so worth it.if not,no need.people should learn to accept their partner's and their own flaws instead of focusing too much on it and making a big deal out of it.

things that kill a relationship number 6:

kaki pukul - fists are NOT the solution to relationship problems.and guys who think otherwise and think its okay to hit girls are complete jerks.cuba kalau mak or adik korang kena pukul.suka ? ha meh sini saya panggil along pukul mak korang.tengok korang sengih ke nangis ? pompuan kalau melampau macam mana pun perangai dia,there will always be this soft spot in her heart that'll tell her to give in.so you don't have to resort to hitting.pompuan pun sama.pompuan kan kena lemah lembut.a tip from my mom : never marry guys who hit girls.baru girlfriend boyfriend dah pukul.cuba dah kahwin ? kena bunuh agaknya.

things that kill a relationship number 7:

mengongkong - bukan ngangkung ye.jealousy often leads to this.if you agreed to be in a relationship with a person,for sure you trust them enough right ? so there's no reason for you to do this to your partner.even if you don't like something your partner does,make room to communicate and talk instead of resorting to the "ahhh aku bencila kau" and ignoring your partner solution.bincang elok-elok kan bagus ? takyah gaduh-gaduh.and the little things shouldn't be a problem.memang la kadang-kadang kita tak suka apa partner kita buat.but kalau terpaksa nak buat macam mana ? kalau esok exam,malam ni dah tentu kena study bagi habis kalau lambat macam mana pun.

things that kill a relationship number 8:

tipu - DON'T ever lie to your partner.be as honest as possible.kalau kantoi kang memang malu habis la.mana nak taruk muka ? this is almost as bad as cheating on your partner with another person.kalau nak jaga hati pun,pick the right words but don't just straight out and lie.its bad for the relationship.plus,orang yang kurang jujur tak akan diberkati.

i'm talking as if i'm some kind of pro in love.frankly,i'm not.i'm the lousiest person on earth when it comes to maintaining a relationship.my boyfriend suffers from my lack of knowledge in this.sorry babe.let this be a reminder to us all.

roger and out.

clown.

you're not my funny little clown anymore.you've turned into this gruesome clown who scares me at night.what happened to you ? you're my only clown.so stop giving me nightmares.go on,make me laugh instead. :(

you, then

you, now

Krusty loves donuts.i was excited to give you a donut since you were my Krusty.but now ? not with you scaring me like this. :(

roger and out.

p.s : owning these Krusty Vans shoes would be sick.

patience.

honestly,i have no patience left anymore.makin lama makin menyampah dengan perangai yang makin menjadi-jadi.bila nak berubah pun tak tau.my body is telling me to give up but my heart is telling me not yet.how much longer do i have to wait ? i'm tired of waiting.i'm sick of dealing with the same tantrums day after day.TOLONGLAH BERUBAH.

roger and out.

Pearl by Katy Perry

and yes.another song for guys who treat their girlfriend/wife like property instead of living things that need to be treated with love and respect.in short, guys who dunno how to treat their partner right.wuss.there is so much more to solving problems than throwing tantrums and being ego.saying sorry wouldn't hurt,would it ?

She is a pyramid
But with him she's just a grain of sand
This loves too strong like mice and men
Squeezing out the life that should be let in

She was a hurricane
But now she's just a gust of wind
She used to set the sails of a thousand ships
Was a force to be reckoned with

She could be a statue of liberty
She could be Joan of Arc
But he’s scared of the light that’s inside of her
So he keeps her in the dark

Oh she used to be a pearl
Ohh yeah she used to rule the world
Ohhhh cant believe she’s become a shell of herself
Cause she used to be a pearl

She was unstoppable
Moved fast as like an avalanche
But now she’s stuck deep in cement
Wishing that they never ever met
She could be a statue of liberty
She could be a Joan of Arc
But he’s scared of the light that’s inside of her
So he keeps her in the dark

Oh She used to be a pearl
Ohh yeah she used to rule the world
Ohhhh can’t believe she’s become a shell of herself
Cause she used to be a

Do you know that there’s a way out
There’s a way out
There’s a way out
There’s a way out
You don’t have to be held down
Be held down
Be held down
Be held down

Cause I used to be a shell...
Yeah I let him rule my world
My world Ohhh yeah

But I woke up and grew strong and I can still go on
And No one can take my pearl
You don’t have to be a shell No
You’re the one that rules your world Ohh
You are strong and you’ll learn
That you can still go on
And you’ll always be a pearl
She is unstoppable

Sleepless Night by Faber Drive

this goes out to every guy who has been a complete jackass to his girlfriend/wife and doesn't make an effort whatsoever to change.if you're blind/ego enough to not see how your partner feels,listen to this song.it might open up your minds a little.asking people to change but not changing yourself is NOT COOL.

"Another sleepless night
I'm still starin at the ceiling
I can hear him fightin
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever

Another day goes by
And nothing changed, he's still the same
I can hear her cryin'
Thinkin she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way
I'd corner him and say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another sleepless night
Nothing changed, he's still the same
Another stupid fight
And someone's gotta say

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

something weird called love.

you piss me off but i still love you the same way i did before.well..i guess that's love for you.it applies to family members,boyfriends and best friends.

roger and out.

two in one.

episode 15 of How I Met Your Mother abbreviation HIMYM Season 6.one word.EPIC.why ? despite HIMYM being entirely awesome all on its own,they had to add Katy Perry on its cast members ! everyone sing Teenage Dream ! Playing Zoey's cousin Honey, Katy Perry looked absolutely stunning in her red polka dot top (Barney said she has huge COCOnuts.hahaha.true dat.).plus points to this episode ? one.she DID NOT make just a cameo appearance but really got a few scenes all to herself.two.you get to hear Katy say "Who's your daddy?".HIMYM fanatics will know what this means.AND you get to listen to Honey say OHHH HONNNEYY three times. =P three.Honey made Barney cry and then consoled Barney bout his daddy issues in the sweetest way.super cute. =D four.Honey's innocence in believing that Marshall was Zoey's "therapist",caused her to spill the beans on Zoey's problems and caused Ted and Zoey to (spoiler alert) become an item ! five.ahh well Katy is just perfect.i love listening to her talk.hehe.so whoever hasn't watched it,please watch it ! two of my most favorite things in the world jumbled up in one giant ball of awesome !

roger and out.malam ni tidur senyum lebar-lebar sebab dapat tengok Katy Perry dalam HIMYM.

Honey and Barney.lethal.

ahhh.kan saya dah kata ? hidup ini macam roda.sekejap di atas.sekejap di bawah.the other day i was happy.not that i'm not happy now.i am happy.i am really genuinely happy.sad thing though,a few people around me aren't as happy as i am.biasa la manusia.everything you do seems wrong to them.you can't satisfy everyone can you ? =)) i just don't get people who make a living hurting and always thinking bad about other people especially those who love them.how shallow minded.i mean,there's so much more to life than hurting people and being paranoid,thinking "oh gosh he's holding a gigantic machete and is about to run it through my head" all the time right ? it wouldn't hurt to think good of other people once in a while ya know.it would do the world so much good.

sadly,a saying in Malay tells us that "rambut sama hitam,hati lain-lain".i fail to understand the hearts of this kind of people.orang yang berhati busuk dan sentiasa fikir buruk pasal orang lain memang tak boleh dibantu.ditambah pula dengan ego yang TERLALU tinggi.saya doakan orang-orang macam ni sedar silap mereka.you don't have to make a big deal out of every small thing.dalam hidup ni kalau asyik nak kecik hati dengan semua benda,baik mati je.or why not go live in a cave ? ditegur pun salah.bila orang bercakap,reti pulak nak melenting ? if you don't want to give people a reason to talk, then change.i have walked this earth for only 21 years and yet i have seen so many strange people with this kind of attitude.pelik.

hehe.roger and out.

im losing my patience.

Never Gonna Leave Your Side by Daniel Bedingfield

I feel like a song without the words, a man without a soul, a bird without its wings, a heart without a home.
I feel like a knight without a sword, a sky without the sun, cause you are the one.
I feel like a ship beneath the waves, a child who's lost its way, a door without a key, a face without a name.
I feel like a breath without the air, and everyday's the same, since you've gone away.


I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you;
I miss you, everyday. Yeah

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
still holding on, girl, I won't let you go,
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.


They tell me that a man can lose his mind / living in the pain.
Recallin' times gone by, I'm crying in the rain.
You know I've wasted half the time and I'm on my knees again.
'Til you come to me. Yeah.


I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning.
You used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are no words that could describe how I miss you.
And I miss you, everyday. Yeah.

And I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
Lay my head against your heart, I know I'm home.

I'm never gonna leave your side.
And I'm never gonna leave your side, again.
Still holding on, girl, I won't let you go.
Cause when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home.

better run run run run run.

there will be certain times in life where u just feel like running far far away,to a place where u can just be alone for a while.this happens mostly when u feel like the world is letting u down.when u feel like u just don't belong.when u got no one to talk to.when people are giving u the attitude.when u get accused of things that u didn't do.in short terms,u run away when u just need a fuckin cigarette break.penat la.macam mana nak mengadu kat orang kalau orang berkenaan pun ada angin dia sendiri ? twitter ? facebook ? definitely not an option.bila masa tah aku mengadu masalah dunia aku kat situ.kalau macam ni la gaya,baik simpan sorang.