final exams.

another four days till my finals start.

hoping that mumny and baba are praying hard for me.

im scared shit.

this is the full exam schedule.

23 oct 2010

power system 1

9am - 12pm

25 oct 2010

control system

2.30pm-5.30pm

26 oct 2010

principle of management

9am - 12pm

technical communication

2.30pm-5.30pm

28 oct 2010

random process

2.30pm-5.30pm

30 oct 2010

microprocessor system

2.30pm-5.30pm

seems like i'll be missing out on lots of fun.

will make it up to myself as soon as my exams end.

roger and out.

10 peraturan bapa kepada teman lelaki anak.

Kepada Bf anak aku,

Peraturan 1: Kalo ko sampai kat pagar umah aku pastu dok hon…hon, pastikan ko bawak barang yang nak dihantar..sebab ko takkan ambik ape2 atau sesapa.

Peraturan 2: Jangan ko pegang2 anak aku depan atau belakang aku. Ko boleh pandang dia, selagi mata ko tak merayau lebih dari paras leher anak aku. Kalo ko takleh jaga tangan ko dari dok pegang2 anak aku..aku boleh tolong cabut dan jaga tangan ko kat umah..

Peraturan 3: Aku tau skang nih fesyen budak2 pakai seluar londeh sampai nampak boxer atau spender ko. Aku ni open-minded, so aku takkan suruh ko pakai seluar tu elok2 cam manusia normal. Tapi, bagi memastikan yang seluar ko takkan terbukak atau dibukak semasa ber’dating’ ngan anak aku, aku akan pakai stapler gun kat dalam laci aku nih untuk lekatkan seluar ko kat pinggang.

Peraturan 4: Aku rasa mesti ko tau pasal kempen seks ‘selamat’ yang omputih dok canang hari2 kat tv atau internet. Kalo tak pakai perlindungan cam kondom atau lain2, ko mungkin akan dapat penyakit yang mungkin membunuh ko satu hari nanti. Meh sini aku nak bagitau, kalo ngan anak aku ni, aku lah pelindung tuh..dan aku akan mendatangkan sakit kat tubuh badan ko dan kemungkinan besar akan bunuh ko jugak. Paham?

Peraturan 5: Biasalah kalo ko nak berkenalan lebih baik ngan aku ni sebagai calon bapak mertua ko..ko nak berbual pasal politik, pasal sukan atau lain2 topik semasa. Aku takmo dengar semua tuh. Satu jer topik yang aku minat nak dengar: bila ko nak antar anak aku balik ke umah ni semula? Dan jawapan yang aku nak dengar cuma: “Awal.”

Peraturan 6: Aku rasa ko ni hensem, popular kat kolej/pejabat ko, banyak peluang nak dating ngan aweks2 lain yang lagi kiut-miut..aku takde hal ngan kelebihan ko tu..selagi anak aku pon ok dengan kepopularan ko. Tapi, sekali ko dah couple ngan anak aku, ko jangan pandai2 cari pompuan lain sampai la anak aku dah bosan ngan ko atau dia break-off ngan ko. Kalo ko wat anak aku nangis, aku pulak akan wat ko nangis.

Peraturan 7: Sementara ko menunggu anak aku bersiap, jangan dok mengeluh kalo dia bersiap lama sangat. Kalo ko nak orang yang punctual, ko leh dating ngan mat askar. Kalo ko bosan menunggu kat luar tu, tolong le wat ape yang patut, cam basuh keta aku atau cat pagar umah aku ni.

Peraturan 8: Tempat2 berikut adalah dilarang sama sekali korang pergi dating; tempat yang ada katil, ada sofa, ada rumput atau apa2 tempat yang leh duduk2 atau baring2. tempat2 yang takde kehadiran orang tua, polis, tok imam. Tempat2 yang gelap. Tempat2 yang membolehkan korang berpegang tangan/menari atau bersukaria. Tempat2 yang panas sampai membuatkan anak aku terpaksa pakai tshirt takde lengan..pakai short skirt. Tempat yang sejuk sampai ko kena panaskan badan anak aku. Movie yang romantic, berunsurkan cium2 tu elakkan. Movie pasal seksa kubur atau hari kiamat dibolehkan.

Peraturan 9: Jangan sekali-kali menipu aku. Aku ni nampak jer perut buncit, kepala hampir botak, tapi aku akan tau semua pergerakan ko dari spy2 aku. Kalo aku tanya ko nak pegi mana, dengan sapa lagi yang join ngan korang, ko ada satu peluang jer nak jawab dengan benar, tiada yang tak benar melainkan benar belaka. Aku ada satu senapang patah, satu cangkul dan lima ekar tanah yang penuh hutan kat belakang umah aku ni. Selalunya aku dok menembak khinzir kat situ. Kalo aku tembak kepala ko kat belakang tu, takde sapa yang nak tanye. Jangan main2 ngan aku.

Peraturan 10: Ko patut takut ngan aku ni..kalo boleh biar sampai sangat2 takut. Aku ni dok teringat2 lagi peristiwa bukit kepong. Sampai skang kalo ada orang datang umah senyap2 pastu dok berbual kat laman aku nak tembak..aku ingatkan komunis. Nanti dah abih dating, sampai kat pintu pagar, bukak pintu kereta dan angkat dua2 tangan ko tinggi2. Cakap dengan jelas “saya datang antar anak pakcik”. Pastu terus blah. Tak payah masuk minum teh. Kilauan matahari yang ko nampak kat tingkap umah aku ni ialah teropong senapang sniper aku.

Sekian, Yg sengaja menakutkan, Bapak Kepada Gf ko.

pesan mummy.

i miss mummy and baba everday.

but today i miss them more than usual.

maybe cuz i'm nervous bout my presentation tomorrow.

and also a few problems on the side.

teringat pesan mummy.

find friends who make you happy and not friends who constantly hurt u.

well mum.

up until now,i have mostly found the latter.

the first kind are hard to find nowadays.

there are only a few.

i know u would be disappointed if u knew that

the person u always speak highly of

is my main source of pain.

i may be the problem too,no doubt.

kadang-kadang rasa nak give up.

but then i'll remember mom's next advice.

jangan cepat mengalah dan mengeluh.

Allah tak suka orang yang macam tu.

well mum.

there's nothing i wanna do right now

except be at home

and watch sappy korean dramas with you.

and go have late night teh tariks with baba.

that way i wouldn't have to sigh or give up on anything.

kalau mummy and baba takde macam mana ?

i have only myself to depend on.

orang yang disangka boleh harap

tak boleh diharap langsung rupanya.

hahaha.

roger and out.

note: that's why i said,when u hurt me,u hurt my family as well especially mom.

The One That Got Away by Katy Perry

"Summer after high school when we first met

We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead

And on my 18th Birthday

We got matching tattoos

Used to steal your parents' liquor

And climb to the roof

Talk about our future

like we had a clue

Never plan that one day

I'd be losing you

And in another life

I would be your girl

We keep all our promises

Its us against the world

And in other life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say

You were the one that got away

The one that got away

I was June and you were my Johnny Cash

Never one we got the other We made a pact

Sometimes when i miss you

I put those records on

Someone said you had your tattoo removed

Saw you downtown singing the blues

Its time to face the music

Im no longer your muse

And in another life

I would be your girl

We keep all our promises

Its us against the world

And in another life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say

You were the one that got away

the one that got away

The one o o o o (X3)

The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine (No o o o)

Can't replace you with a million rings (No o o o)

Shoulda told you what you meant to me (WO o o o)

Cause now i pay the price

And in another life

I would be your girl

We keep all our promises

Its us against the world

And in another life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say

You were the one that got away

The one that got away

The one o o o o (X3)

And in another life

I would make you stay

So I don't have to say

You were the one that got away

The one that got away"

SPOT THE NINI AND NINA.

find us and i'll give u a candy.hehe.this was taken way back in 1995.i was six and had started pre schooling in Seisen kindergarten.this was taken during a Merdeka Celebration in the Embassy of Malaysia,Tokyo.we did a dance number first (dikir barat i think) and then a fashion show afterwards (i was Cik Siti Wan Kembang).most of my friends in this photo have come back to Malaysia.some has gotten married even.

this second one down here,i didn't even know that this picture even exists till someone uploaded it on facebook.i don't remember where it was taken,when or why.but sure as hell i'm in it.my guess is that we were on a trip to a school, Higashiyama which was somewhere near our apartment.clue for this one : i'm the second shortest and kak nina in red, looking murderous.hahahah.

good memories.spent three wonderful years of my life staying there.how i wished i stayed longer.banyak kenangan yang sangat indah.when i was four,i remember asking my mom while we were still there, "please can we stay here forever ?" and my mom answered yes.i guess she wasn't in the mood to entertain my question.but how i wish it really was forever.don't get me wrong.i love malaysia too ! except that this country is run by corrupted people.haha.one day when i have lots of money and when it's the right time,i'm gonna go back there and see my old house and school.it's not even my country but hey,i miss that place.u know how when ur a kid,there'll be a starting point where u start remembering things ? my starting point was back when i was there.

roger and out.more work.booooring.boohoo.

future.

this morning i had my subject registration.my time slot was scheduled to be at 10.10am.i was all set in front of the laptop 20 minutes before it even started.in my college or anywhere else perhaps,registering for something online is like going to war.u need to be speedy in order to get places, good lecturers and not-too-early classes.it's like a life or death situation.its dead serious i tell u.hahah.then came 10.10am.i registered without any hitches.i managed to register for all the classes that i wanted.thank Allah for that.however,i forgot i had to pick my two electives apart from registering my timetable.it took me a very long time to decide what to take as my electives.if i make the wrong choice,i'm scared i won't be able to keep up or fail.after much thinking,i registered for 1. artificial intelligence and neural fuzzy systems (my sister said this is an interesting subject) 2. computer architecture (i registered this with the hopes that ker0 can teach me if i was shitty in it.tolong ye gemuk ? hahah.).another three electives will be decided much later.can't believe i'm almost a senior already.damn i feel old.hahahah.

help.my MASSIVE pile of workload is still there.it's like an annoying mole at the edge of my nose ! i just wanna rip it out.but there is no darn way to remove it except to live with it.

roger and out.dating.i must away !

Have Faith In Me by A Day To Remember

"Have faith in me, cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe.

So cling to what you know and never let go.

You should know things aren't always what they seem.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.

If you didn't have a chance then I never did.

You'll always find me right there again.

I've gone crazy, cause there are things in the streets I don't believe.

So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright!)

and stay in for the night, what a world.

I'll keep you safe here with me (with me!).

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.

If you didn't have a chance then I never did.

You'll always find me right there again.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.

If you didn't have a chance then I never did.

You'll always find me right there again.

They've got me on the outside looking in,

but i can't see at all with the weight of the world on my shoulders.

They just wanna see me fall.

They've got me on the outside looking in,

but i can't see at all with the weight of the world on my shoulders.

They just wanna see me fall.

Have faith in me.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.

If you didn't have a chance then I never did.

You'll always find me right there again.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.

If you didn't have a chance then I never did.

You'll always find me right there again.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.."

more Eid photos.

i sat for my control system test yesterday.i DID NOT nail it.i didn't have enough time for one thing.making tons of mistakes is another.come to think about it,i think i lost 10 marks already.i'll just have to wait and see what the results are.praying hard it wont suck as badly as i think it will.another test on its way this monday.this time its power system.definitely NOT one of my strong subjects.hope i'll do better this time.if not,i'm stuck waist-deep in dry sh*te.*weeps* .more raya photos below.nothing big.its far too late but i uploaded it anyway.

syazwina afifah.

syamil merajuk atas batu.

my family's very own Geng Bas sekolah !

four out of nine apples of my eye.

bangun.bangun.bangun.

peek a boo !

roger and out ! power system.*BIG sigh*.

Watch Over You by Alter Bridge

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

Who is gonna save you when I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you?
Who will give you strength when you're not strong.
Who'll watch over you when I've gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone

chipped.

my heart is chipped all over the place.isn't whole anymore.haha.i'm disappointed with people who give petty excuses to little things.these little things show effort.if you're interested,you'd be showing a little more effort. so if you don't show even the slightest effort at all,that means your not interested.i got so disappointed tonight that it came up to a point where i just exploded.i'm tired of being the initiator and a hoper.if things don't go both ways,i might as well just quit.buat penat je.

note : boys don't cry.

evrucbb.

muka concentrate dan happy dapat gadget baru.

P.S yay sama lagi !

=D

Eid : The Aftermath.

im back early safe and sound in bangi,unscathed from my raya celebration and three day trip to Taiping.still haven't unpacked yet.for the most part,i had fun except for a few hitches here and there.hitches include kena marah, having to load TONS of stuff into and out of the car (banyak kau tau ? nak tecirit aku walaupun tak banyak sangat yang aku angkat) and getting extremely exhausted after the trip.i didn't even know resorts exist in Taiping until recently.hahah.pictures during raya and the taiping trip are as follows.

yes.even 37 year olds love camwhoring.this is my bro in law.

lamb anyone ?

it took a few tricks for me to take this.mum hates being photographed.

behind there is the tree house we stayed in.

barbeque.

siblings.minus kakla. =(

syamil seronok dapat duit raya !

the girls + mummy.

the last two.

the girls + baba.

the boys + baba.

amir saifullah.

thank you mira for coming !

with mummy and kaklin.

more pictures will be uploaded later.i have not been blessed with high speed internet.roger and out.

Eid.

another Ramadhan has come and gone.tomorrow will be the last day of fasting.has been confirmed that eid falls on friday.like every other year,i'll be spending eid in Manjung.i envy friends who have villages to travel to and grandparents to wait for them to come home.i've got none of those things.no grandparents (grandparents on both sides have already passed away).no kampung (i do have this actually.Parit or Paris,Perak and Bachok,Kelantan.but there isn't any point of going back).Allah tu Maha Adil.i may not have grandparents or a kampung to go back to.but i've been gifted with a big family instead.my parents + 5 siblings + 3 in laws + 5 nieces + 4 nephews adds up to a total of 19 people.i wouldn't be having a quiet eid after all.

to all my friends, selamat hari raya & maaf zahir batin.have a good raya.please come back in one piece.roger and out !

Wina !

sleeping on a pile of blankets in this picture is none other than Wina.

the who now ?

oh.

my baby niece.

she wanted to eat her roti coklat.

but she was feeling so sleepy.

wanting to do both,

she came up with the perfect solution.

multi tasking !

=D

especially dedicated to kaknina and sergeant ker0r0 =)

24th hour.

been 24hours since i arrived home.feels so good to be here.i'm not tired from driving anymore.im tired from sleeping too much instead.hahaha.i think my sister is right.aku rasa ada jin tidur dalam bilik aku kat sini.i feel sleepy and get drowsy every time i step into my room.im even yawning now.best oh tidur.but i often come to my senses every time mummy tells me this "oi jangan banyak sangat tidur,dalam kubur nanti tidur puas-puas.." *blink..blink..blink*

"why be in relationship if you're treated like an option instead of a priority?"

i remember reading this somewhere (trending topic on twitter i think).its one of the many things that i cant help but agree with.priority here doesn't mean putting your partner first in everything u do.pape hal cari girlfriend or boyfriend.no ! its about treating the ones u love in the right way.i'm not looking to be treated like a princess in anyone's life (i would if i really was a princess).but no one would actually WANT to be treated like an option would they ? u can tell that ur someone's priority just by looking at the things they would do for u.willing to change and treating u right are one of the few things.

so if ur not willing to do any of those things for a person,don't waste ur time and just move on.don't give people hopes.don't play around with people's feelings.its just UNCOOL.

anyway,yesterday's break fast was the best one i've had so far.imagine break fasting with seven little kids and three adults.imagine how hectic and noisy it was.aku rasa meja makan tu tinggal nak roboh je.hahaha.when it was time to eat,the kids recited the doa word by word and so damn slowly and LOUDLY (texted my neighbour later that night and she told me she could hear it from her house.hahaha).in my head i was thinking,cepat la aku lapar ni ! baca doa lambat-lambat pulak ! =.=" then came the scramble of getting the first few popiahs made by mum (sedap mummy.thank u ! how i wish i inherited ur cooking talents !).halfway through break fast,three of the kids have already ended up under the table eating and playing God knows what.i had to eat with both my legs up my chair because they were poking my legs with toothpicks.they found it amusing.kesian aku.anak bonsgu memang selalu kena buli ke ? hahaha.altogether it was fun.

roger and out.still haven't bathed yet. =P

note : to you know who.keep in mind that i love you.

something sweeter than sugar : freedom !

when people say sugar is sweet,think again.freedom is actually sweeter ! the feel of the weigh of a tonne of bricks being removed from your shoulders.ahh no words can describe that.u cry out a sigh of relief and skip all the way home thinking yipeee malam ni nak makan banyak-banyak pastu tengok movie kat laptop pastu tidur.what a feeling.if there were freedom cookies,i would eat em no doubt.too bad willy wonka does not deal with freedom cookies.

my kind of freedom involves two short weeks of holiday (in my world,two weeks is equivalent to two minutes.exaggerate much?bahaha.).my much anticipated raya break (which supposedly is only for one week but has been extended illegally by the likes of me up to two weeks) is now clattered and polluted with piles and piles of assignments.i have two take home quizzes,one individual assignment and two subjects to study for because apparently as soon as my break ends,i have two tests to sit for.doesn't sound much like a raya holiday right ? to add insult to injury,the microprocessor assignment i've been assigned to work on involves complex whateverness (programming) that needs to be done on a certain whateverness (MPLab).i am left staggered and alone,trying to console myself by thinking xpe raya ni aku makan banyak2 sampai naik pat puloh kilo ! geram punya pasal !

imma rest tonight and the whole day tomorrow.will be driving two little kiddos and one seasick lady home for raya on sunday.

roger and out.rock and roll mitches !

note : i made new friends.these people rock.the one taking the photo included.

\m/

30 things.

this is kinda cool.its a lil mushy gushy.but ahh well.its worth the read.stole this from Yati Ain.thank you ! girls raise ur hands if u agree.guys please do nothing but read.

1. Bila sorang wanita mengatakan dia sedang bersedih,tetapi dia tidak menitiskan airmata,itu bermakna dia sedang menangis di dalam hatinya.

2. Bila dia tidak menghiraukan kamu selepas kamu menyakiti hatinya, lebih baik kamu beri dia masa untuk menenangkan hatinya semula sebelum kamu menegur dengan ucapan maaf.

3. Wanita sukar nak cari benda yang dia benci tentang orang yang paling dia sayang (sebab itu ramai wanita yang patah hati bila hubungan itu putus di tengah jalan).

4. Sekiranya sorang wanita jatuh cinta dengan sorang lelaki, lelaki itu akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya walaupun ketika dia sedang keluar dengan lelaki lain.

5. Bila lelaki yang dia suka dan cinta merenung tajam ke dalam matanya, dia akan cair seperti coklat!!

6. Wanita memang sukakan pujian tetapi selalu tidak tau macam mana nak menerima pujian.

7. Jika kamu tidak suka dengan gadis yang sukakan kamu separuh mati,tolak cintanya dengan lembut,jangan berkasar sebab ada satu semangat dalam diri wanita yang kamu tak akan tahu bila dia dah buat keputusan,dia akan lakukan apa saja.

8. Sekiranya sorang gadis mula menjauhkan diri darimu selepas kamu tolak cintanya,biarkan dia untuk seketika.Sekiranya kamu masih ingin menganggap dia sorang kawan,cubalah tegur dia perlahan-lahan.

9. Wanita suka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa.Muzik,puisi,lukisan dan tulisan adalah cara termudah mereka meluahkan isi hati mereka.

10. Jangan sesekali beritahu perempuan yang mereka ni lansung tak berguna.

11. Bersikap terlalu serius boleh mematikan mood wanita.

12. Bila pertama kali lelaki yang dicintainya dalam diam memberikan respon positif,misalnya menghubunginya melalui telefon,si gadis akan bersikap acuh tak acuh seolah-olah tidak berminat,tetapi sebaik saja ganggang diletakkan,dia akan menjerit kesukaan dan tak sampai sepuluh minit,semua rakan-rakannya akan tahu berita tersebut.

13. Sekuntum senyuman memberi seribu erti bagi wanita.Jadi jangan senyum sebarangan.

14. Jika kamu menyukai sorang wanita,cubalah mulakan dengan persahabatan.Kemudian biarkan dia mengenalimu dengan lebih mendalam.

15. Jika sorang wanita memberi seribu satu alasan setiap kali kamu ajak keluar,tinggalkan dia sebab dia memang tak berminat denganmu.

16. Tetapi jika dalam masa yang sama dia menghubungimu atau menunggu panggilan darimu,teruskan usahamu untuk memikatnya.

17. Jangan sesekali mengagak apa yang dirasakannya.Tanya dia sendiri!!

18. Selepas sorang gadis jatuh cinta,dia akan sering tertanya-tanya kenapalah aku tak jumpa lelaki ini lebih awal.

19. Kalau kamu masih tercari-cari cara yang paling romantik untuk memikat hati sorang gadis,cubalah rajin-rajinkan tangan menyelak buku-buku cinta.

20. Bila setiap kali gambar kelas keluar,benda pertama yang dicari oleh wanita ialah siapa yang berdiri di sebelah buah hatinya,kemudian barulah dirinya sendiri.

21. Bekas teman lelaki akan sentiasa ada di fikirannya tetapi lelaki yang dicintainya sekarang akan berada di tempat teristimewa iaitu di hatinya!!

22. Satu ucapan 'Hi' sahaja sudah cukup menceriakan harinya.

23. Teman baiknya saja yang tahu apa yang sedang dia rasa dan lalui.

24. Wanita paling benci lelaki yang berbaik-baik dengan mereka semata-mata nak tackle kawan mereka yang paling cantik.

25. Cinta bermaksud kesetiaan, ambil berat, jujur dan kebahagiaan tanpa sebarang kompromi.

26. Semua wanita mahukan sorang lelaki yang cintakan mereka sepenuh hati..

27. Senjata wanita adalah airmata!!

28. Wanita suka jika sesekali orang yang disayanginya mengadakan surprise buatnya(hadiah,bunga atau sekadar kad ucapan romantis).Mereka akan rasa terharu dan merasakan bahawa dirinya dicintai setulus hati.Dengan i! ni dia tak akan ragu-ragu terhadapmu.

29. Wanita mudah jatuh hati pada lelaki yang ambil berat tentang mereka dan baik terhadapnya.So,kalau nak memikat wanita pandai-pandailah...

30. Sebenarnya mudah mengambil hati wanita kerana apa yang dia mahu hanyalah perasaan dicintai dan disayangi sepenuh jiwa.

Step Up 3.

I have been craving salted popcorn for a few weeks.so last friday we went to cineleisure damansara to satisfy my taste buds.of course it came with a movie.we watched Step Up 3.it was totally uncalled for.wanted to watch something else but ended up watching that.anyway,dancers would LOVE the movie.everything the dancers in Step Up 3 said about dancing in the introduction of the movie is absolutely true.dancing lets you be someone else,dancing sets you free etc etc.even though the storyline sucks (because it was so darn cliche i almost puked in my barrel of popcorn),every other aspect of the movie seemed okay to me.the tagline (Born From The Boombox).the choreography.the costumes.and the shoes.the shoes were all AWESOME.watching this movie made me want to own every single high cut shoes in the market.Nike Dunks and Supras especially.after all instead of heels,khk said that im more of a sneaker girl.imagine wearing these with skinnies.nice.heheh.

Girls.

i found this on my friend's facebook status.i liked what i read.so here i am posting it.untungnya jadi wanita solehah.they don't worry about makeup,clothes,hairdos or boys.they only care about Allah s.w.t and the most essential things in life like being a good wife or studying hard to get a great job.good things often and will always come their way.they are very lucky to be born in such a way and i envy them for it.how i wish i one of them too.

"Wahai wanita solehah,jangan risau akan jodohmu kerana muslimin yg bijaksana takkan terpaut pada wanita hanya kepada kecantikan, lirikan senyuman, pada bicara manja dan menggoda atau pada pujuk rayu seorg wanita yg meruntuhkan imannya. Telah tercatat seungkap nama lelaki di Luh Mahfuz untukmu. Cuma peribadinya ditentukan oleh sejauh mana ketinggian peribadimu. Jika kau tetap di atas jalan yang di redhai-Nya, InsyaAllah si dia turut di jalan yang sama.."

Teenage Dream by Katy Perry

WARNING: this may sound creepy.so think twice before reading. *beep beep.lesbo alert*

i used to have a love-hate relationship with this girl.mainly because my significant other uses her to make me jealous.he is a VERY BIG FAN of hers.she's his wallpaper and his ringtone.he makes me cringe every time i hear him mention her name.i couldn't listen to her songs or look at her pictures because it made me jealous.but starting from today,everything has changed. now she's my wallpaper.i can't get enough of her.she makes me smile when i see her smile.i want to have my own Russell Brand (found it!) like her.i've been googling and ogling looking at her pictures.i have been listening to her songs all day long.i can't get enough of her.help ! its so bad that it gets up to a point where i'm even considering getting a bop,dying my hair electric blue and wearing latex suits everywhere i go ! and the fact that she wrote this song for Russell Brand is just so...sweet ! why the sudden change ? well mainly because her new album ROCKS \m/ and also,after watching her perform live at World Stage i was like..okay this chick is SUPER cute (despite her vocal quality not being a perfect ten out of ten) ! finally now i can say with all my heart that I LOVE YOU KATY PERRY ! =D

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream

The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight


Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

roger and out.work.as usual.

note : have just added Katy Perry/Russell Brand to my sweetest celebrity couple list.but they still cant beat my two rockers Pink/Carey Hart. ;)