new blog URL.

blame this Ted Mosby guy for my new blog URL.

here it is.

http://superstarmcawesomeville.blogspot.com/
:))

freedom fabulous !

seperti gambar ini,saya nak melompat setinggi awan.

i'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!!

ahh freedom tastes so sweet.

back to more reruns of

How I Met Your Mother and FlashForward.

and then off to work on Monday.

funny how you do so many things for someone and give them your all

only to find out that it never is enough for them.

all you ever get back is anger,resentment and revenge.

how bizarre.

:))

onigiri.

these triangular things are called

onigiri.

it's basically a rice ball wrapped in seaweed

filled with salmon,tuna or baby octopus.

amazingly DELICIOUS.

masa kecik-kecik dulu,

i used to walk to this one convenience store with my sister

on our way to or back from Setagaya Park,

just to get these rice balls.

kedai tu kena jalan turun bukit sikit.

betul2 tepi jalan dekat satu simpang ni.

ahh memories.

study = yawn

open eis notes.

blink.blink.blink.

"engineering is creative application of science to meet...."

kroooooohhhh.

kroooooooohhh.

krrroooohhhhh.

pool II.

thank you tiqa,fina and especially my opponent nana for making pool last night fun !

this proves that playing pool doesn't necessarily have to come along with booze,cigarettes,dudes and dark,filthy pubs.

kt uniten pun boleh main.

rm5 je sejam.

haha.

p.s : mak saya selalu pesan jangan selalu buruk sangka dengan orang.buruk padahnya. :))

pool.

i picked up a new sport.

i'm not really good at it..yet.

but i have fun !

if there was one thing uniten did right,

it's the pool tables on the 3rd floor of DNIM.

it has been decided.

when i get my own house,

imma get a pool table as well.

:))

bad attitude.

have you ever seen me diss someone for no reason in my blog ?

no right ?

here's a thought.

think this through.

kalau taknak orang mengata kt blog or anywhere else

jangan buat perangai tak senonoh.

bak kata pepatah.

kalau tiada angin,masakan pokok bergoyang ?

if i don't retaliate or react,people will go overboard.

that's why i write it here.

nak sedarkan diri manusia yang tak pernah sedar.

enough is enough.

who do u think u are ?

suka suki kau je nak layan orang macam taik ke apa.

pre-freedom

studying is tiring.

digital signal processing (check)

communication system (check)

semiconductor devices (check)

engineers in society

eis tak penting pun.haha.

im free !

now gimme some billiard balls and a cue stick.

roger and out.

p.s : jangan ingat kau sorang je dalam dunia ni yang boleh sakitkan orang lain.aku dah penat layan kerenah kau yang terlalu "variety".ada je benda yang tak kena.sikit-sikit nak mengamuk dan cari pasal.aku makan biskut tiger pat lima bungkus lagi bagus la.tak pun apa kata kau ubah sikit perangai ? aman sikit dunia.tahu pun tak nak orang mengata kat sini.so apsal tak nak ubah perangai ? ego kau besar matahari ke ?

Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

i dig a girl loaded with tattoos.winks.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

etouq.

"newsflash : life is not always perfect.so calm the hell down."

- Modern Family; Season 1

the joker.

here's a tip for you jokers out there : if you are highly skillful in dishing out jokes,learn to accept the reactions that come with it.jangan pandai bergurau tapi tak pandai handle reaksi orang terhadap lawak anda itu.cuz when the joke is on u,you'll be the one nursing an aching heart.mula lah buat perangai kanak-kanak ribena.orang lain duk elok.hang sorang je yang duk terkulat sakit hati sorang-sorang.kelakor.

roger and out.malam ni malam nerd.for the record :

digital signal processing (check)

communication system (check)

semiconductor devices

engineers in society

p.s : some blackberry users are unaware that their blackberries are NOT the ONLY blackberries with a built in firewall function.semua bb ada function tu kot.sila jangan buat lawak. :))

Everytime I Look For You by Blink 182

lagu comel untuk Khairul Hilmi. :)

Never found out why you left him,

but this answer begs that question,

Too blind to see tomorrow,

too broke to beg or borrow.

Young and Stupid, left wide open

Hearts are wasted, lives are broken

One more point of contention,

I need some intervention

Approached with vague intentions

betray my short attention span

The distance, bridge the border

Beg forgiveness, round the corner

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down

And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground

I left another message, you are never around

But everytime I look for you the sun goes down once more

Will the last one out, please shut the door

More time apart will give you,

a few more months to argue

Is this to much to live through,

it always seems to far to drive

The point home, send more letters

Pray tomorrow, ends up better

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down

And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground

I left another message, you are never around

But everytime I look for you the sun goes down once more

Will the last one out, please shut the door

I never did do anything that she asked,

I never let what happened, stay in the past

I never did quite understand what she meant,

In spite of everything, in spite of everything

Everytime I look for you the sun goes down

And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground

I left another message, you are never around

But everytime I look for you the sun goes down

And I stumble when this whole thing runs aground

I left another message, you are never around

but everytime I look for you the sun goes down

punk rock.

there's always a first for everything in life.

blink 182

the first punk rock band i listened to.

one song and i was hooked for eternity.

i never looked back ever since.

takde satu pun lagu dorang yang aku tak suka.

been listening to their "Take Off Your Pants and Jacket" album alot lately.

:))

to do list.

digital signal processing (check)

communication system

semiconductor devices

engineers in society

one down.three more to go.zzzz.

william and kate.

ewww.

royal weddings are so overrated.

take american chill pill people.

i'd rather watch jon and kate plus eight

instead of william and kate.

at least they deserve to be overrated

because of all the kids they have.

=.="

formulas.

HELP !

there are TOO MANY formulas to remember.

at this rate

all formulas look the same to me.

berasap kepala nak ingat semua.

zzzzzzzz.

like.

there has been a disease circulating around facebook for quite sometime.

the "like" disease.

semua post,status and comment nak like.

merata-rata ada nama anda.

like itu.like ini.

like sana.like sini.

sampai post paling mengarut dalam dunia pun nak like.

are you one of the victims ?

roger and out.

addiction.

gambar yang agak tidak berkaitan.

facebook and twitter.

are like cigarettes.

both used to be my addiction.

now not anymore.

dua-dua bosan.

baik tidur.

atau makan.

lagi syok.

roger and out.

Under Cover of Darkness by The Strokes

got to LOVE the guitar riffs in this song.

watch the video here.

Slip back out of whack,

At your best.
It's a nightmare,
So I'm joining the army.

Know how folks back out,
I still call.
Will you hate for me now?

We got the righteous advice to use it
Got everything but you can just choose it
I won't just be a puppet on a string

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

And I'm tired of all your friends
Listening at your door
And I won't,
I better call you.

So long, my friend
And adversary.
But I will call you.

Get dressed, jump out of bed
And do it best.
Are you OK?
I've been out around this town
And everybody's been singing the same song ten years.

I'll wait for you.
Will you wait for me too?

And they sacrifice their lives
In our land are all closed eyes.
I've been saying we're beaten down,
I won't say it again.

Before long, my end.
The sorry embrace.

Don't go that way.
I'll wait for you.

I'm tired of all your friends,
Knocking down your door.
Get up in the morning, give it your all.
So long, my friend
And adversary.

I'll wait for you.

Angel by Jack Johnson

to girls who are angels to their guys.

:)

watch the video here.

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Umm umm umm uhhhhhhmm

Better Together by Jack Johnson

someone introduced this ex surfer dude to me.

thank you friend !

a really sweet song.

watch the video here.

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmm, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
Mmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

Mmm, mmm, mmm

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

proud to be Malaysian.

kudos for making a stylish appearance on CNN fellow Malaysian !

i am very proud of you.

insensitive much ?

Before The Worst by The Script

a sad song about moving on.

watch the video here.

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day that you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain

So explain to me how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
With vodkas and coke, I was getting insomniac

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Oh, who would've thought it would end up like this

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let?s try and take it back before it all went wrong

There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends, yeah talking 'til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? 'Cause I don't wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Oh, who would've thought it would end up like this

But everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decided it's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let?s try and take it back before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then we'll rise above it, we'll rise above it
Heavens gate is so near, come walk with me through
Just like we used to, just like we used to, yeah, yeah

Let's take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide it's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back before it all went wrong
Let's try and take it back before it all went wrong

roger and out.

slanif.

Calvin and Hobbes.

cartoon paling comel dalam dunia.

final exams.

industrial traning.

not cute.

*pengsan*

happily married.

mom all dolled up looking pretty.

dad in his baju Melayu looking handsome.

mom waiting patiently for dad to pick her up.

heading out to a wedding dinner together.

like its their first date

even after 39 years of happy marriage.

i want that too.

hearts.

Never Gonna Leave This Bed by Maroon 5

awesome stuff.very me indeed.

You push me, I don't have the strength to

Resist or control you

So take me down, take me down

You hurt me but do I deserve this?

You make me so nervous

Calm me down, calm me down

Wake you up in the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed

So come here and never leave this place

Perfection of your face

Slows me down, slows me down

So fall down, I need you to trust me

Go easy, don't rush me

Help me out, why don't you help me out?

Wake you up in the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed

So you say go, it isn't worth it

And I say no, it isn't perfect

So I stay and still

I'm never gonna leave this bed

Take it, take it all, take all that I have

I'd give it all away just to get you back

And fake it, fake it, I'll take what I can get

Knocking so loud

Can you hear me yet?

Try to stay awake

But you can't forget

Wake you up in the middle of the night to say

I will never walk away again

I'm never gonna leave this bed

You say go, it isn't worth it

And I say no, it isn't perfect

So I stay and still

I'm never gonna leave this bed

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

Take it, take it all

Take all that I have

hati kaca.

mendung.

hari ini sangat mendung.

macam hati saya.

but the drive from Bangi to KL

in the drizzling rain

was worth it.

i get to hug one of my teddy bears.

dia buat saya senyum bila orang lain tak boleh.

:)

roger and out.

p.s : syamil kata rambut baru saya mcm kucing kakak dia. T.T

frienemies.

how can people who are on good terms suddenly turn into enemies ?

i don't understand.

bummer.

doll.

i am officially lost.

silence.

the clock struck twelve without a single reply.

maybe it's time to move on,

maybe it's time to say goodbye.

but i don't want to.

what am i gonna do ?

:'(

worthy.

if i think you're worth it,i would go to great lengths just to make you happy.i would walk a thousand miles if i had to.i would slit my wrist if i had to.i would die for you.yes.i'm crazy. :)

The Man Who Can't Be Moved by The Script

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

[Chorus:]
'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

What Are Words by Chris Medina

a very sad song.the video is even sadder.makes me thankful for having a family who loves me by my side.

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

For The First Time by The Script

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart
While i'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar
And we don't know how we got into this mad situation
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've git a new job now in the umemploymentline
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a gods test
Someone hulp us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

She's in line at the door with her head held high
While I just lost my job but didn't lose my flight
But we both know how we're gonna make it work when it hurts
When you pick yourself up you get kicked in the dirt

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears

Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

Drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time
For the first time
Oh, for the first time
Yeah, for the first time

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby
Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby


Oh these times are hard
Yeah they're making us crazy
Don't give up on me baby

Breakeven by The Script

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even.

Her best days will be some of my worst,
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first,
While I'm wide awake, she's no trouble sleeping,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Coz she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks
no it don't break even, even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain,
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh.
'Coz you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,
'Coz I got time while she got freedom,
'Coz when a heart breaks
no it don't break, no it don't
break, no it don't break even no.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces,
(One still in love
while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces,
(Cuz when a heart breaks
no it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, it don't break even, no
Oh, It don't break even, no

.

"i didn't feel the fairy tale ending.am i a stupid girl for ever dreaming that i could ?" - Not Like The Movies,Katy Perry.

Whatever It Takes by Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face

It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

baba yang tersayang.

the day you laughed at the way my hair stood on ends,will be the day i'll remember forever.i love you dad.the news really broke my heart to pieces.i'll always pray for your health.

lending hand.

people wouldn't mind lending a hand of help if you treat people and ask for help nicely.you ask for help and then treat people like crap ? you'll get shit back,trust me.and also,stop using people for personal needs.its inhumane. :)